Loneliness is the scariest feeling.

 

Matthew has been away for 24 hours…

ITS BEEN 24 HOURS TOOOOOOOOOOOLONG!

 

I miss him so much, it’s SCARY!

We have spent allot of time together…seen each other for the last 5 months pretty much 24/7!

 

So the house seems a lil empty (and a lil bit more messy)

I keep on thinking he will be home when I get there, but he won’t!

So watching TV without a cuddle is no fun!

I keep on wanting to SMS and ask for favors to do around the house, but he is not there!

So going to the movies by myself will not be fun!

I keep on wanting to say “I’m RSVP-ing for 2!” but I know he won’t be coming with!

So there will be no “Come on Claudette go to bed, you cant sleep on the couch.”

I keep on hoping someone will tugg me into bed nicely… you know so NO cold can get in…

 

So loneliness is the scariest thing for me…