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Ok seems like everyone is BLOGGING yeah yeah yeah
San has gotten her flat mate to blog as well :) I was telling her I feel less nerdy as I know normal people are doing it as well!

I feel it’s a good place to vent my feelings etc, but I am so careful in a sense as I know most of my friends check it out often and wouldn’t want them to think im totally lost it hehehehe :)
But ya it’s a journey my lil life and want to save it somewhere for people to read etc…


Last night…Last night was one of those weird nights… I got home late as I was finishing up a lil work and didn’t feel like going to home early as I knew Althea wouldn’t be home.
Got home and Althea was there, was nice surprise and we chatted a bit about KIDS, weird but this weekend we both were babysitting etc

I chatted on MXit with a few friends and Matthew, I was teased by my cousin that she is on holiday in 3 days! Matt was offish but I guess he really did not want to chat with me :( Matthew on the other hand cheered me up completely!

I also watched Special Assignment about the SILENT CRIES regarding abortion by teenage girls, I was a little shocked and disturbed… I missed that video in Biology class for some reason. For the first time in my life I saw a insight in it all, it wasn’t graphic or anything but was just soooooooooooo scary.

As a woman I have thought about this too, not that I was in the same boat as those girls, but was thinking what would I one day do if I was pregnant and it wasn’t planned, or the baby was deformed, complications etc etc. I obviously thought abortion would be a option… I feel differently now… I just wish people would value life a lil more… I have not judged people who have done it but now I see it differently…

So finally fell asleep just after 10 pm but I really felt restless, like something was happening…
And woke up like at 2 am looking for Kayla… very weird (Kayla is the girl I babysat) I felt nervous and scared but calmed myself down and went back to bed. I dreamt about kids the whole night very scary… as I have never dreamt about kids, but it was caused by watching the Special Assignment story.

So didn’t sleep that well and back at the office, I was excited to come to work today as I had such a good feeling about something!
Melissa nearly tackled me to tell me something… “the good news” her neighbor (brides maid at her wedding) is finally fallen pregnant! WELL DONE AND CONGRATS GAVIN AND CLAIRE wow that is soooooooooooo awesome it seems that all my dreams where all maybe a sign?

I do believe in signs etc I think we mostly ignore them as it is not what we want to believe…
So all well that ends well

A lil bundle of joy will be joining the family in July 2007 sooooo exciting and will be able to enjoy this journey…